~*~ Part 15 ~*~

“It is so right, so right my dear.” A stately figure in grey was suddenly standing in front of them. It looked like a male person, and he would have looked dangerous if he hadn’t had such an ingratiating expression in his long, thin face. Everything about him was grey: the coat was thundercloud grey, the hair was lead grey and the face had the same color as light granite.

“I beg affectionately the ladies forgiveness for disturbing the fascinating story. A highly moving little story, if I can say my own opinion, humble though it is. I likewise have to greet the young lady – I mean the very young lady - welcome to King Ag’s forest,” he did a deep, slow bow and then righted, smiling.

“This forest isn’t owned by anyone,” said Robin ill-mannered. “And who is that Ag?”

“His majesty King Ag of Lô, our grandiose and adored leader, that has built the wonderful and powerful city ‘Greyhunger’,” he bowed slightly again. His eyes were very light and particularly empty.

“And, who wants to draw sorrow and shadows over the forest,” said Galadriel.

“Not at all, not at all. His only wish is to come with new laws that will make the life easier for us all. His only wish is that you shall feel safe. In ‘Greyhunger’ no one shall feel uncertain and unwanted. There is a place for everyone. Even you, my highly enchanting Galadriel, can enjoy of that safety and solidarity that is and will always be in our beautiful city. Even if his majesty, in return, respectfully asks for a little gift…”

“Which gift?” Robin said ill mannered.

“Your fantasy,” Galadriel answered. “Everything you have left of dreams and wishes, songs, love and yearning. If you give him that, you become one of his subjects; a shadow without memories and will.”

“My lovely Galadriel,” said the figure mildly, “you among any would need your yearning relief. You among any need to forget your horrible memories. I thought I heard a sad song a little while ago. Was it you that sang that?”

May she not say ‘yes’, thought Robin. Galadriel kept silent.

“You will come on better thoughts eventually,” the Thind Mân resumed. “But let me introduce myself for the young lady, something I regret I have failed to do. I have the honor to be named Agel Arágel, a highly venerable and impressive name as his majesty, the merciful King Ag of Lô has given me, because I am one of the best persuaders. I have uncontestable honor of having persuaded not less than fifty-eight miserable, wandering creatures to come and find refuge in Ag’s halls,” his thin hands flew out in a sweeping gesture. Then he fixed his gaze on Robin. He stared a long time, and Robin stared back, though she felt smaller and smaller. Galadriel took her hand in hers.

“My lovely little friend,” said Agel Arágel smoothly to Robin, “you don’t look happy at all. You look quite the reverse, ultimately forsaken and sad. You could say it looks like no one loves you. Am I right?”

“You deceiver you,” said Galadriel. “Besides is she among us on a visit, so you can’t harm her.”

“Harm?” Agel lift his eyebrows. “Who talks about harm? Not meee. No, we shall doubtless be friends, she and I. But…” – and he looked at Robin again – “we two shall have to talk to each other another time when the enchanting Galadriel isn’t with us, as she interrupts and interferes in a highly ill-mannered way. Am I wrong?”

 

~*~ Part 16 ~*~

Robin was on the way to say yes, but caught herself in the last second.

Agel Arágel swept his coat closer around himself and bowed again. “Then I have to say goodbye in all kindness,” he said. “Or, as I rather should say, be seeing you, if I could be so bold? May our way paths again.” He bowed again and disappeared like smoke in the wind in through the trees.

“He didn’t seemed that terrible dangerous,” said Robin.

“Not now. But wait until you have said ‘yes’ to any of his questions. Then he gets big as a thundercloud. I know. I have seen it happen. But I have never again seen Caladhiel, who said ‘yes’ to him. She let herself be persuaded.” Galadriel looked serious at Robin. “Promise me that you are careful. I do not know if they can harm you. They practice witchcraft and have gone astray, so they do not ‘listen’ to our laws anymore. Please do not let yourself be deceived. They are deceitful and can disguise themselves.”

“I managed, surely! Why did he use so ridiculous words?”

“He spoke persuasion language,” said Galadriel. She rose and shook her slender body. “Phew, it smells of Thind mân.”

When Robin took time she noticed a thin smell of mould disturbing the meadowsweet smell.

“Come,” said Galadriel. ”We go towards the wood.” And they walked in through the trunks, where lily of the valley, a small flower of light yellow, spread stars on the ground. But Robin didn’t think on how the wood looked. She only wondered how it had gone for Galadriel with the timber man and the baby and the soldier.

“Do you want to continue to tell your story?” she careful asked. “How did it go?”

“How did the story go?” Galadriel bend her neck forward so her hair covered her profile.

“Yes, when the housewife noticed you where pregnant?” said Robin.

“She didn’t say anything more that day,” Galadriel began. “But I was scared, very scared. And when I sat in the cottage that evening, alone, I remembered I had heard about a woman that had gone out in the forest to pick berries, and she bore a child too. There in the wood she saw a bear and started to run with all the power she had; she couldn’t stop running she was so scared. In the end she was so tired so she fell. She lay there a long time and was in pain. She gave birth there, and the child was dead.”

Robin swallowed. Galadriel didn’t meet her eyes.

“I went out and did the same. I mean that I went out and ran until I fell. But it didn’t help. A few days later the timber man came and he was furious and he told me what to do. He said he knew a wise woman, and she could take the child away if I paid. I took everything I had saved and went to her. She gave me a brew that pushed the child out. I buried it under a spruce. Then the time went on and on, but the timber man didn’t come back.”

Robin couldn’t help but interrupt her: “Why did you have to kill the baby?” she asked.


 

~*~ Part 17 ~*~

“Don’t you understand?” said Galadriel. “If I had gone full time with it I wouldn’t be able to stay in the area. I would have needed to wear a scarf that said I was a whore. No one would have wanted to talk to me, I would have been driven from the farm. I wouldn’t be able to go to church. I would have been an outcast of the society, condemned to stand there with the shame forever. That was how it was in that time.” She stretched her hand to support Robin, as if like she had been about to loose her footing.

“It was something wicked that I’ve done.” she said. “Then there was my heritage…” she went silent as to really find the best way to tell Robin so she understood. “The special looks we elves have. It would have been high risk because the child would have taken after me, especially my ears. Then I didn’t know it. I have learned it later as that I not only committed a crime in your world, but also in ours.”

She had stop walking as it was all too heavy to talk about. Robin wanted to ask what she meant with the last statement. What crime she had made in this world when it was not even made here, but she felt she had asked too many question.

“Though it never left thoughts, ever. It might have felt better if the timber man had come and comforted me, but he never came. He had left me a pair of trousers to repair, though he never came for them. I went there in a haze, like I was sleeping in my day to day tasks. Then one day…” She got silent and looked deep into the wood.

“One day the soldier came home,” she continued. “He was thin and totally empty in his eyes. He had walked by foot the whole way home from Russia. But he was kind and I was happy for the first time in a very long time, and everything would have been well, if not for the timber man's trousers in the chest. He found them one day. ‘Who does this belong to?’ he asked. I said it was his. I was scared. ‘Those aren’t mine,’ he said. ‘They smell of resin and smoke so it chokes you. You have had a man in my house, Lisa, a timber man.’ And I had to say it was true.” Galadriel got quiet.

“What happen then?” Robin asked before she remembered she shouldn’t ask anything more. She pushed a dry branch to the side. They walked now on thick, light green moss that was soft under their feet.

“He killed me. He put the knife in me. He, that had always been so kind, turned into a madman. It went dark for me, but just for a short moment, because in the next moment I was standing there beside my body. I didn’t understand what happen. I saw how my body lay there bloody and my husband stood over it crying,” Galadriel had taken some of her hair and wound it round between her fingers.

“I saw everything clearly, everything was so real, the bread on the stove, the spinning wheel, the rag-mat. I was so surprised that I wasn’t angry. Robert – my husband – was shaking my body and weeping. I tried to touch him, I spoke to him, but he didn’t notice anything. I felt light and strange. I felt that I couldn’t linger in the house. I open the door and went out. I was drawn to the forest, as I was taken by the wind.”

Galadriel turned a little to look in another direction before she stopped. She let out a deep sigh and Robin took her hand. She had a question she wanted to ask Galadriel, but didn’t know how she would put it.

“Galadriel… is it so when everyone dies? Do you raise and just leave the body behind you?” she finally asked. “Did you become a ghost?”

 

 

~*~ Part 18 ~*~

 

“Am I a ghost?” she smiled. “No my little friend, I’m not a ghost. As I told you earlier I’m a Noldor elf. If it had happened here I would probably be dead, but since it was in your world and my ‘fate’ was not to disappear yet, I came to something that we call ‘Mandos halls’ and was offered to continue to live here. It also depends on which specialties I have. They were given back to me when I was allowed to live.”

“But that wasn’t what you asked; I don’t know if it is the way you humans die.” Galadriel continue and a tiny wrinkle appeared between her eyes. “I don’t know and there has not been anyone to ask. Now I can’t go over and I find it hard to get close to where the words collide around the cottage.”

Around the trees it creaked, and Robin pressed herself close to Galadriel. They stood still and waited. Soon they saw three forms, which were coming closer to them. The tallest of them waved; and the sun flashed in his spectacles. Beside him walked a short person in a white dress and white hat, and behind them came a figure with long blond hair and green clothes. Robin didn’t think it was weird or unpleasant to meet Greenwood again.

“It is the ornithologist!” said Galadriel happy. “The bird watcher!” she waved. “And the other one in white is Ticka, the mushroom fairy.” 

“Has she also instincts?” asked Robin.

Galadriel smiled. “Yes, but not as Greenwood. She protects the mushrooms in the wood. When the Hrávemat[1] comes and wants to eat them, she changes them so they look like dead leaves.”

“Mae govannen[2], Galadriel!” shouted the bird watcher. “Howdy doody?”

He was close so that Robin could see him quite clear, though he was little blurred. On his mouse-colored hair sat a black beret, on his nose he had a pair of round spectacles, and he was wearing a checked vest, white shirt and a pair of sagging trousers. Everything looked rather worn. He was thin and looked like a crane in flight as he glided to them with long steps. Greenwood, who looked the same, gave Robin a rogue wink.

“Galadriel,” said the bird watcher, “It has finally happened! He has awaked! The sleeper has woken and we shall meet to listen to him!” his eyes glimmered. “And it was in the last moment, you would say.”

Galadriel shine up. “Has he said anything yet?”

“No, he waits until we are gathered. I heard it from the elkgirl; she rides around and brings the word about it. Come, it is best we get a move on. I mean that we need to hurry. This way everyone!” He headed off in through the trunks of the trees, and they followed.

Robin felt miserable, because she didn’t know if it was okay for her to come.

Greenwood, who walked beside her, said; “You should not be sad because he did not greet you. He only has eyes for Galadriel.”

“Odd,” said Robin. “I thought that everyone was in love with you.”

Greenwood looked troubled. “I think it is a bit strange,” he agreed. “But he is not my type and neither is not Galadriel, so that does not matter.”

“What does your type look like?” asked Robin.

“Little more like me,” said Greenwood. Robin become happy, because she was a little like Greenwood, she thought. At least they had the same hair color and were about the same height.

“But if you drown everyone you like, you have to be very lonely in the end,” said Robin.

Greenwood didn’t answer that, instead said Ticka, the mushrooms fairy: “He is incorrigible. We are starting to think there is something wrong with him.”

He turned quickly around: “Just because you are both sanctimonious and dumb does not mean everyone has to be,” he hissed. They had fallen behind Galadriel and the bird watcher, who held each others hands.

Ticka looked irritated. “Now we shall not argue,” she said old-fashioned. “But sometimes I wonder if it would not be good for Greenwood to be a little grey.”

Greenwood stopped dead. His eyes were black as the night.

“Do you understand what you are saying?” he burst out. “I have noticed how you have changed the latest time. You, for example do not like those who sing more beautiful than you. You can not enjoy the meadow fairies dance, only because they dance better than you. Ticka, little one, you have to be careful! Because when you start to become envious and self-absorbed, that is when the Thind mân[3] can best persuade you. Maybe you have spoken a lot with them the latest time? You shall not joke about them, because one day they will come and get you. And I am not one that will miss you!”

Ticka looked nervous. “It is probably best if we start walking again, or we will not have time to catch up the others,” she said.

Greenwood started walking, but continued talking. “It just so happens that not everyone is alike,” he said “Think how sad it would be if it were so; then I would be exactly like you and then you would not be able to dislike me; that would be sad? And if I happen to be different than you, it can be so that I actually want to be that.” He turned to Robin and continued: “By the way you should not talk about things you do not understand. You wanted to see how I live. There is actually a garden there, though I might have exaggerated a little with the silver hall and colonnade. If that bloodless elf had come and disturbed –“

He was interrupted by the bird watcher and Galadriel.

 

[1] Hrávemat - eaters
[2] Mae govannen – well met
[3] thind mân – grey spirit

~*~ Part 19 ~*~

The man and Galadriel started to sing:

“The sleeper has woken

from his sleep

The words we have missed

Shall his tongue speak

 

Manulô shall run

Shadow shall vanish

Greyhunger shall demolish

- so we will flourish!”

At the last sentence they started to laugh.

“I think I have to change a line or two, so it is more solemn,” said the bird watcher. Then he saw seriousness on the faces of Greenwood and Ticka. “I heard angry voices behind me,” he said. “Whatever you argued about, you can continue another day. Today we have a reason to be happy.” He suddenly lifted his eyebrows, because he had spotted Robin. “Who are you?” he asked. “I have certainly not met you before.”

“I’m Robin.” said Robin low.

“Robin Hood,” Galadriel filled in.

The bird watcher wrinkled his forehead. “Weird. I think I’ve heard that name before.” He looked intensely on Robin, but at that moment a sound was heard from inside the forest, and he lifted his head like a dog and listened. “Hear!” he said. “It is the stock dove!” He cupped his hands around the mouth and imitated the sound, a husky ko ko-o ho-o, that at once was answered. “Come!” he said, Robin’s strange name forgotten. “Still there is a long way left to the sleepers dwelling-place. And we have to be there before it gets dark, before the Hrávemat and the iaur[1] and all other helch[2] creatures dare to get out.” He hastens his steps, and they follow him deeper into the wood.

After some time Robin began to tire of the long and hasty walking. Galadriel noticed it and lifted her up. Robin thought it was peculiar that the little light woman, who was so thin, could carry her. Robin too was thin, but she was at least twelve years old. The bird watcher offered to carry her, but she didn’t think she knew him well enough. The only thing she worried about was if Greenwood would think she was a coward, who was too weak to walk so fast. But he didn’t seem to care.

“I hope you aren’t… hungry?” said Galadriel and sounded like hunger was something unusual.

“No.” Robin felt the medallion cold against her ear and remembered that she hadn’t learned what it contended. It would have to wait until another time.

“We are soon there,” said the bird watcher. He stopped and put his hand over his eyes. “What is that?”

“Where?” Greenwood stared in through the spruces that were so old that some of the branches were without needles and covered by silver white lichen.

The bird watcher lifted his binoculars to his eyes. Then he shook his head. “I am probably only imaging. Anyway he can’t be out this time of the day. The sun hasn’t gone down yet. But I think I saw a moon rock flip near the hillside.”

Galadriel shivered and hugged Robin tighter to her.

“At least there are five of us; that is to our advantage,” she said.

“The man in the moon rock is an Edledhron[3] - recluse, like you Greenwood,” said Ticka. “Maybe you should get together? Though then you would have to hurry to drown your victims, before he takes care of them himself. But then they probably sink like rocks.”

“That is not the whole explanation,” said Greenwood. “But we have to be happy as long as she does not say his name and call him here. Then she can get the opportunity to show her courage.”

They continued walking during a sullen silence, though they should be happy. The stock dove called several times from somewhere. Robin thought it sounded ominous. Who was the man in the moon rock? What did he do to those he caught? But something told her this wasn’t the right place to find out. Instead, she put her head against Galadriel’s shoulder and closed her eyes. Before she knew it she had fallen asleep, lulled by the soft rhythm of the woman’s floating steps.

 

[1] iaur – ancient [uråldriga]
[2] helch – cold [köld]
[3] Edledhron – ‘hermit’ (a person who is in exile)

 

 

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